supposed to be revising chemistry

 

Yuvha and me at Asia Cafe, Candid pic ok? , yuvha looks so shy-ish cute . hahaha

 

Jonathan posing for a shot to send to his girlfriend when we went for double movie on saturday.

 

Welcoming New Comers on a Sunday ==''''

I helped replaced Sze Mei (while she went to do a market survey and got herself RM40 * oi! belanja me!!) for welcoming the new scholars in the july 08 intake.

I personally volunteered to check out the batch of scholars  to see what kind of people the sponsors have chosen as scholars

and to check out if got hot girls and guys

It's fun to see the people the sponsors have chosen this year.

 

Briefing by Riman of J4 and Faiz of J3 that i was late for.

after briefing , me and jon went for breakfast since we both haven't eaten. and soon we went into the Multi Purpose Hall.

Went to the girl's side of the seating arrangement

(wtf ppl always auto segregate themselves on sitting arrangement based on sex?! I prefer mixed sitting lo, what for scared of opposite sex oo? )

Couldn't get a good look at the girls from behind so i dragged Jon to the gallery on top . hence...

 
Top View of the scholars. There are about 250 of them.

even though guys take more space than the girls ( due to guys don't like close contact with other guys )

I estimated there are more girls than guys.

 

Sad to say even with the wonderful position i was at to look at the girls. I couldn't get a good look due to my astigmatisme ( eyes have problem focusing ) since i lost my glasses 3 months after buying them

Sad to say physically, I only saw a few girls who are hot,and  slight more decent looking ones.

 

one point to say is while me and jon were up at the gallery, jon mentioned some interesting facts about the scholars.

1) one scholar was doing his work on his laptop during the talk and Jon go tegur him, the stupid junior go and marah jon, i'm suprised jon didn't kick his ass after that.

 

******* warning vulgarities approaching ******

 

 SO LAN CI AH? F**Ker? , you think you scholar you geng meh?, we also scholar la , WE ARE YOUR SENIORS LA f**k.

I more geng than you OI, 6A1 ,3A2 and 1B3 can get petronas scholarship while you nerd away for your straight A for your scholarship MCB.your SPM results can go to hell la in college. SO HAI "A" eating student with lousy attitude.

****** end of vulgarities******

 

2) Apparently, there's already a couple in the scholar intake,  jon told me he saw two scholars cuddling in college a few days before and he pointed out the couple. guy is so lala like shit and so short while the girl damm trip she is pretty even though no body or face, quite lala oso.  well i guess, they are match each other in a weird way. seeing what kind of people they seem to be I give them 2 months before they break up LOL.

Damn fun looking down at the scholars and pointing out some of them while we were up there and making comments regardless how loud or obvious we were.

 

 

After sightseeing and listening to Mr.Adnan's talk (he is head counsellor)

the juniors were divided into groups for discussions with seniors ( about 25 of my intake leading supposedly a group of 20 juniors each)

I was suppose to lead group 5, except that due to some randoming error, i didn't have a group.

so instead just join Jon's group la.

 

They asked, we answered.

We gave some pointers on how to survive and life in Subang.

All those crap la. mostly common sense stuff also. can't remember any of it now.

After our "discussion" , we abandoned  left our group to some other seniors who have already studied overseas for them to share experiences of living abroad and went to cafeteria to waste time while we wait for lunch to be served.

 

Me and jon ate early, then we just waste time babysitting taking care of the juniors till they finished eating and went back to their luxurious hostel, Casa Subang. (bloody lucky of them)

Also got ride Hani's bicycle around campus awhile like a kid gleefully smiling ,  since long time didn't naik bicycle liao.

Almost got hit by a car the moment i rode out of campus to yuvha's car. LOL so malu if accident in front of juniors.

After that, we went back to our homes lor.

and yeah, they had lots of leftover nasi bungkus. muahahaha,

ps: i cut my hair during the double movie outing with jon,I'm not too fond of it. abit lala-ish ( zzz ) , I can't wait for it to grow back again so i can get it cut properly

Happy Birthday !!

it's still 3 hours too early but...

 

 

Happy birthday to my sister!! Angela

don't paint my room pink while i'm in kl please.

actually i don't mind , just tell me which shade of pink 1st.

She's on the right , Natalie's on the left ( cousin ) . see the family resemblance?

 

Love you !!

la la la la la

Smoking is fun.

smoking is fun,

ok I'm bullshiting. smoking is bad.

smokers usually are addicted but they at least know it's bad.

Another reason why i'll sue taylor's. Chair leg bent while i was busy doing work at home.

nasib my reflex so pro , i sempat avoid falling and sempat write my answer while i avoid again. LOL

Taufiq is back in his hometown recovering from dengue, so i was teamed up with Aisyam a.k.a dosey/syam and Alyn for our chem experiment.Today we made soap using alkaline hydrolysis. The soap itself felt like any other normal soap, but the smell was terrible. no wonder they scent their soap before selling it.

bored as usual. Orange was nice to eat btw.

my "art" on my table in class. thanks to boredom again for inspiring these.

i think i look good in these pics, purely because i wasn't trying to pose... hmmmm.

my pathetic attempts at taking a picture of a girl who i like to look at.

the left pic  : she's the one behind the white coloured shirt girl.

right pic : hand got in the way and she's STILL behind the white colour shirt girl

 

The left pic : The closest pic i got of her. the one with the DRINK COVERING her FACE (WTF so bad luck me)

The right pic : she was in the class next to mine after break time and i tried to take a pic as i walked pass the class. she was JUST  outside of view (WTF 1 degree miss..)

she was right behind this wall .(  I WANT XRAY VISION!! LOL, coincidently we learnt about X-rays today)

 

and to end this post, a picture of a guy trying to commit suicide from outside my class window. (DURING CLASS)

my friends serabut after see him.

 

we were forced out of the class to let the bomba handle it.

by the time we got back, left the stairs only and they guy presumably resuced.

 

bull shitting only la, just like smoking is fun.

no one tried to commit suicide.

the man was just setting up new posters for Taylor's outside the window. LOL

 

fyi: i resize my pic smaller so not so lag and yes i know my layout sucks. will try to improve it when i'm free.

ps: I do not smoke. TEMPTED but i don't.

IDS = I Don't Study

yeah , i know im suppose to be doing my IDS but im still procrastinating.

muaahaha. more pictures as usual

and yes i know my layout sucks at the moment but i'll wait till i'm free to fix it.

 

Damn MAJEED gave me this bill. RM9.4 for nasi campur? WTF so expensive today!!

usually 4-5 only.

 

 

Another thing that pisses me off, stupidity.

If you want to really catch those illegal immigrants , pilakz back in Sabah.

do please stop warning them a month in advance??

no common sense ka?

 

 

 

this place i walk pass everyday going back to my hostel is haunted. .

kidding la, even if it is . i'm not afraid of ghosts

( i think )

 

ah, Ridzuan condominium.

Stupid JPA sending most my friends here while i'm kind of lonely in MyPlace apartments.

funny how a hostel arrangement could cause so much problems for me in college.

 

went to Times Square yesterday to watch Dark Knight with Jonathan.

 

Too lazy/grown up to go on these rides

so instead me and jonathan after having McD for lunch

 

went to BORDERS. quite an awesome bookstore with tons of space and lots of amusing books.

we killed about 1 hour in BORDERS while waiting for the movie to start at 3.

 

after meeting some of jon's schoolmates. (Funny bunch they are, amused me endlessly)

we finally went in to the theater.

with a screen so freaking big , i couldn't take a full picture with it.

 

Alas, we finished the movie at around 5.50 and wanted to go bowling after that but it was so freaking full.

so we just chose to go back instead.

I hate public transport in KL, so freaking crowded all the time.

 

Summary

I should probably start on my IDS due in about 15 hours.

The movie was awesome. the late Heath Ledger acting as the joker was top class.

and i wish i have a shoe store named after me.

i'd make up some jokes to go with this picture but i'm too lazy .

and oya, i can't put a picture of Alyn i have because it shows the reason she's hot. LOL

Languages

hari ini aku akan mencuba blogging dengan menggunakan bahasa malaysia.

sudah lebih 1 tahun aku tak menggunakan bahasa malaysia untuk menulis sesuatu walaupun emak ku seorang guru bahasa malaysia. aku tak suka menggunakan bahasa msia kerana kebolehan aku menggunakan bahasa ini amat terhad. Aku lebih suka berbahasa inggeris kerana aku lebih biasa dengannya kerana selalu menggunakan inggeris sewaktu sekolah menengah .

 

(Zzz feels so weird)

(zZz forgot the msian word i want to use )

(walao weh, i give up )

 

As you can see, my bm sux. i can only use it naturally when im with my friends or family.

the minute you ask me to speak it consciously, i won't be able to.

if you want to hear me speak bm, try eavesdropping when i'm on the phone with my family. LOL

0ne main reason why i think my bm sux is the lousy bm music scene in malaysia.

During high school, i usually heard english or indonesian songs as it was nice. hence i learn to speak english through songs.

If there were more quality bm music in malaysia , i for surely will improve in my bm from hearing all those nice songs. LOL

 

one more thing.

wo bu hui chang hwa yi.

(not written properly obviously)

it's suppose to mean "I don't speak chinese"  in mandarin, i don't know how to write it in the romanized alphabets.

 

I have had to memorise this phrase since form 1 due to people mistaking i have the ability to speak chinese ( mandarin to be more precise ).

These few years since, i have been able to pick up some mandarin from my friends to be able to sometimes guess what other's are talking in mandarin. so ok abit la.

 

but since i've come to KL, the chinese people here speaks cantonese. which is wtf?

must be all those hong kong drama's affecting the chinese youth. zZzz. so now i'm stuck back at zero since i don't understand any cantonese at all even if it were vulgar words aimed at me.

I for one will not memorise " i dont speak cantonese" in cantonese.

 

one more thing about KL (im not sure if whole peninsular is like KL )

some chinese people here expect ALL chinese to be able to comunicate in at least mandarin among the dozens of chinese dialect here.

this is a pain in my fat ass since i DON'T speak chinese.

 

go in taxi , chinese driver speaks chinese to me, which obviously means where you want to go or something like that.

go shopping, chinese salesperson asks "how can i help you" in cantonese. if mandarin at least i understand abit la wtf.

go eat, tauke/waitress speaks chinese/cantonese.

meet new people. they speak chinese. zzZzz

meet friends, they speak chinese and i feel left out LOL , at least translate la. kasian me so alone dont understand.

now you know why it sometimes pisses me off. hopefully this wont happen in Australia.

 

To all who read this,

mind you that even though i am half chinese, i was never raised as a chinese or in chinese culture by my family. even if they did, they speak hokkien at home and not mandarin (obviously not cantonese as well.)

 

reasons for the non-chinese upbringing is probably because (proudly) of my mix heritage as well.

50% chinese

25% Kadazan ( Main aboriginal group of Sabah)

25% Jawa (indonesian)

 

heck, i wasn't raised as a chinese, as a kadazan or even as an indonesian.

guess I was raised as a MALAYSIAN. LOL (take the good and throw the bad of all customs i guess )

 

 

ALthough my mum ( half chinese , half jawa ) who married my dad ( half chinese, half kadazan) can speak some mandarin as she is teaching in a top private chinese school here in sabah ( muahahaha).

When she first came to msia after marrying my dad in Indonesia while studying together in Uni

(romantic right? This deserves another post another day )

 

she wasn't able to speak mandarin (obviously) so i guess my father's family tried not to use chinese so much while i was growing up.

love you mum!

 

I know i should and will probably adapt to mandarin/cantonese and learn some words . I also should say that those chinese people who are intraracist (racist among own race) towards chinese people who don't speak chinese should also adapt to english / malay as well. (heard of GLOBALISATION?)

 

 

I yearn for the day where Malaysians are so united that we can ALL speak at least 4 language fluently, ( BM, english, mandarin, hindu ).

maybe we can even combine all the major language of malaysia now to form a new MALAYSIAN language.

combining the mix off all of the former.

 

 

So to all my Chinese friends,please teach me some Chinese .

My Malay friends, Bahasa Malaysia

and My Indian friend, teach me some Hindi.

 

at least the vulgar words so i can know if someone is maki-ing me in that languages.

I feel like an idiot

Physically ,

i'm obese,

i have a BMI of 30. ,

i'm 25 kg overweight,

and my fitness seriously sucks.

Mentally,

I was born with potential,

but i'm so lazy that,

even other people with less talent can

surpass me just because their hard working.

Emotionally,

I've been heartbroken so many times

that i'm planning to live a single life to avoid heartbreaks ever again

although I can't seem to live without loving a girl with all my heart.

Still emo-ing from time to time.

Gaming,

I 've never been able to master a game even though i love to play games so much.

I still keep losing in counterstrike ( even though it's my favourite game)

I suck in dota ( which i only play because no1 plays anything else)

My online games characters never reach " high " level since it takes too long.

Financially

I 'm so poor, even though my family is an above average family.

I hate asking my parents for money because i think i don't deserve it because i'm not working yet ( and i;m kinda of a bad son)

I'm suppose to be easing my parents burden of me with this scholarship i have

but it seems the allowance the sponsors give for living in a CITY is insufficient.

I hate having to call my parents to wire me some extra money so i can eat/buy .

BLOODY HELL COST OF LIVING. if i live in ulu ulu place i wont complain.

SOCIALLY

I have no problem living life alone, although sometimes i do prefer having friends around me.

I try to be a good friend , in fact sometimes i try too hard until people use me and throw me

away after that.

I feel that no one cares about me.

I worry one day if i died , that no one will miss me or remember me.

I'd like to see how many people would miss me but i don't want to die prematurely. yet.

CONCLUSION

 i wonder why i still go on... wait. i do know

BECAUSE IT GOES AGAINST MY VERY BEING TO END IT PREMATURELY.

I BELIEVE THAT MY LIFE WILL BECOME BETTER AND ONE DAY I'LL BE ABLE TO SAY FUCK YOU TO THE PROBLEM I HAD, RISED ABOVE THE CHALLEGE LIFE THREW AT ME..

AND BECAUSE I THINK IT'S STUPID TO COMMIT SUICIDE. 

I HATE STUPIDITY OF ALL FORMS.( yes, even if it's mine )

ps: just because i mentioned SUICIDE does not mean i'm suicidal. 

pps: and yes i know my problems are trivial in nature.

I'm a visual guy?

Got some more pics in the phone but lazy wan upload .LOL

Physics diffraction grating experiment with helium tube light.

MY Typical messy table in college (ps: bloody fucker who stole my pencil on the specmaths test ..|..)

 

Guess which one is mine? me and my girls were too bored during ESL lol. sorry Mr.Kevin.

My candid skills !!

 

On our way we saw a Stall selling rambutans beside a graveyard. wtf? and yeah we bought 6kg of it.

I have no idea where the hell we are. Somewhere near Selangor State Park.

Emo in the river ( posing only la )

River freaking cold but nice LOL

 

Me , Hani , Zamira and Amal? ( sorry i didnt get your name properly. =P)

Seri and Nabilah

 

And to further prove my lousy cam whoring skills ( or lack of photogenic-ness) or maybe im just fat. LOL.

here are my failed cam-whoreness for you to laugh / comment about

 

 

Aargh SUX. and some which were acceptable ( i guess )

 

<< Hani said this is nice ?

 

Maybe i'll stick to taking candid pictures of people ( and perhaps of myself )

My candid skills ROX.

 

will post more pictures of the picnic by the riverside once i get them from my girls.

Ciaoz.