Is it?

Am I abandoning this blog?
maybe temporarily.
my life is boring,so there's not much to blog about.

Substitute

time
money
love

another dream.

It all happened so suddenly.
your warmth next to me
holding on together
you kissed me
and i woke up before i could tell you.

Sick

I rarely fall sick but when i do , i fall hard.
looks like there'll be a storm tonight
waiting.

Holidays are over

Really looking forward to getting busy and trying harder for the next semester.

First semester is over

GENG1001 = Cr
GENG1002 = D
MATH1020 = P
PHYS1101 = Cr

All this emotions

holding it and keeping them in cannot be good for?
What if i break?

So many variables, so many choices.
It aches to think about it all.
but at the end of the day,
we have to live on. no matter what choices we made.

Happy?

Run away from your problems and forget them

OR

Confront it and get it fixed.

holidays

doesn't seem as fun nowadays.
i'm not sure if i'm even excited .

Wished upon a shooting star

Thank God, happened to see it one COLD night
yet it seems my wish is backfiring.
on the plus side I'm going home but i myself am not really sure why.

Exams.

wtf.
sad but happy.
I wish i can do that.

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Lost my blog list

Leave ur blog link please. thanks.
post it on the comment or msn me or something.

Maybe I'll tell

just before i leave, at the airport.

For all problem

Google first

Would I ever

Maybe one day, you'll figure it out.
maybe one day, i'll decide to break
It's so intoxicating
This feeling I felt
Would I ever get to tell you how i feel.

but it seems you're so far away
Always out of reach.


Maybe it's best you never know,
it doesn't really matter because nothing would even change
so would I ever?

ps: Hope you're always happy.

I was wondering...

Do you realise?

Shouldn't but still

Eat too much
sleep too much
play too much
trust and love

Exams are nearing

but I can't seem to study.

Feel so lonely wtf.
need a PROPER MEANINGFUL CONVERSATION!

ps. Anyone know a good way to talk to girls?

Close your eyes

ignore everyone except for a single person
and dance.


I wish i could.

ps. need to study for exams in 2 weeks.
pps. A girl grabbed my ass and i dreamt she rated it 3 / 10 wtf.

I AM GOING TO FAIL MY EXAMS.

gta 4 or halo 3?
freaking mahal games here la.

Guys don't cry?

How important is luck and fate?

How important is it?
Which scenario would be better?

Since luck/fate is out of our control, Does that make luck/fate the most important thing or is it then the most neglible factor in doing something.

A lucky man might strike it rich through lottery, but he could end up poor through mismanagement of his financial assets.

A Hardworking man could work himself from the ground up into power and fortune, only to end up in bankruptcy due to external factors.

So which is really important? the uncontrollable or the controllable?

I believe both are.

Distance

Forgetting someone is always easier when you are far away and not in contact.
Damn it's hard.
Sorry if I've been distant, it's just my way of easing the hurt.

Honey,My Sarah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY

Thanks for always being there.
Nanti Tomorrow, we color coordinate again for class. hahaha

I want to be.

A guy you can fall in love with during a masquerade ball before you realise who i really am.
NEED A MASSIVE MAKEOVER.

Another realisation

I like the cold, but maybe it's just me getting used to it.
maybe one day.

3/10

Feel so stupid

Love is gone, Tomorrow can wait by David Guetta & Chris Willis

These few days.

The nights are cold
Can't stop feeling
Can't stop thinking
Can't stop caring
Can't stop living
Can't stop this insomnia
but the love is gone
and that's why i run.

Forever?

Should I forget her and look for someone new?

UPDATES

Finally Yeah!! I haven't been blogging in months. Was too busy / lazy / lacked internet access since the last time i blogged. which was a couple of months ago.

Hmmmm, trying to remember what had happened since the last time i wrote a post.

 

Obviously, I've finally gotten internet access. Sad to say , I thought having internet will alleviate my constant bored status but apparently it doesn't.

Classes have started and I'm still not in the mood to study. University life is hard.

I lost 1 kg in the 2 months I'm here ( which is bad since i lost more weight in KL in the same time frame)

My wallet is feeling the pinch every single day. Food here is pretty expensive when u eat outside, the owners must be making like 300-500% profit.( no wonder Chinese people like to migrate here)

I feel like working part time (during 2nd sem) for some extra money and since I want to be more independent.

Although I have my room, it's still doesn't feel like home since it's still lacking some furniture. (note to self: get a router so my room is not laptop room anymore)

It has come to my attention of some pretty girls who share lectures with me which further deteriorates my already poor ability to concentrate during classes (#1, Avril , Princess, Tut girl, Taylor's girl etc )

I have no a lousy social life here . (OMG WTF need to make more friends)

Managed to reach quarter finals for a 6 on 6 football tournament at Curtin ( Aussies call it soccer )

It's Easter weekend and I'm not doing anything (How sad)

Did I mention? Lectures are hard

I can't play my Malaysian online games since it still lags (I CANT STAND LAG EVEN THOUGH ITS ONLY 700ms)even though I'm on an adsl2+ line .

Also, for the first time ever, I got really tipsy but I don't think I was drunk. (Discovered that I prefer Whiskey straight, no mixing for me please thank you)

I need to get myself a kick ass PC AND a laptop/Macbook. And don't forget, a PS3 , XBOX360 and a PSP. Yes I know i'm a game freak. and yes , I'm broke so gotta wait until I start working part-time.

Not to mention, I haven't had my house warming party yet. Guess I should throw the party before it's too cold to use the pool.

My hair is long because I haven't had it cut since being here.

When I cook, I'm not sure the food is actually properly cooked. EXCEPT when i cook pasta dishes.

I hate my Nokia e71, guess I’m a SE fan after all. What a waste of $69 post paid a month, I barely used a third the last month =.= so please excuse me if I call you for no reason other than to make me feel it’s worth it, Just layan la ok?

OK OK now before i ramble pessimistically more( I’m sure there’s more to ramble about),

Have some pictures!!!! (yeah I know i haven’t taken alot of pics, most pics of outings and trips are with Paan/Que/Hani etc)

Will post other pics on FB

Ok Ok, Thanks alot to Paan, 2nd guy from the left. Thank you for putting up with our bullshit and showing us around and stuff even though having graduated and not obliged to help us juniors. Hope we’ll meet again in the Twin towers

Cheers and till next time.

Oh ya, I’m going back Malaysia for winter break, 3rd week of  June till 3rd week of July. Still need to do some stuff back home. Sorry dear for not stopping over at KL before transit to KK, Flight through Brunei this time. I miss you too XD.

New House

please visit my facebook album for pics.

Am i cruel?

Am i cruel?

I dont want a housemate who :
1. is so dependant on other's (when he has no right to do so)
2. Is too weird
3. Takes for granted the senior P. scholar who helped him even though he isnt a P. scholar
4. Says '' No chicken?'' when seniors cook plain porridge for him while he was sick.
5. Never asks how much the food costs and reimburse the senior who bought food for him.
6. doesnt look for his own accommodation but helping some girls to settle theirs while freeloading at seniors place
7. who ''cant'' even do anything while sick (eat, help around the house, look for personal accomm instead of freeloading at other's house)
8. Expect me to take him in as a housemate just like that because his own J? scholar peers abandoned him while looking for a house.
9. Doesn't trust people , thinking we're all out to con you.
10. 8lames him falling asick for not being to look for house
11. Etc

We offered you 400$ per month rent for a room in a house less than 5 min away from uni complete with a swimming pool. And you give us a look as if we're trying to con you. Don't ask us if you're not going to believe us wtf.

Let you know that the seniors have no obligation to help you, no matter J. or P. Scholars. Even I , dont feel comfortable staying temporarily at someone's house. So have some shame la. Who are you to expect P. SENIOR TO HELP YOU.

YOU'RE ALREADY 21 YEARS OLD FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
Help yourself.because not everyone will.

Ps. Im in Perth,Australia now. Sorry to those that didnt meet me b4 i left msia. Miss you all. Will blog more often now that im bored.