Guess for who?

before i lose the ability to post comment since i deleted my friendster account, guess its time to write you a comment.

I never bothered to write a proper comment usually, my proper comment usually sounds like an eulogy at the receiver's (or my funeral or sounds like "i'll never see you again" farewell speech...

and now i'm getting confused on whether to write this comment to you or about you.

~to be continued~

OMG

omg
so busy
so many work
so much things to do
emphasize "much" = used for uncountable nouns.
Aargh
so many goals to achieve in this life

Family dinner~!

 

(Started writting 11pm 11th March 2008)

Just came back from christine's place, we had a family reunion/dinner tonight,

Dinner was great, SEAFOOD!!! hahaha, barbequed fish,crabs,sausages, fishballs ,prawns and etc. Nothing in KL could come close to seafood as great as this. I think.

Had a chance to sit round my two greatest cousins and sis, Christine and Joanna. Gosh i missed them so much when i was in KL, what a nice chance to catch up with each other.

Joanna just got her STPM results today (2A,2B+) while Christine came back from National Service this morning (after 3 months in some camp in Selangor)

As usual, the four of us after dinner would find a place away from the adults (parents and aunties and uncles) and just chat away and catch up with each other. We mostly talked about people who Christine met at camp and some other people with all knew

Christine told us all about this one girl she met at camp. Told us that the girl was cheap since the girl had so many boyfriend and very trip in so many aspects (singer,cutie,pro,pretty,etc) which all turned out to be super fake shown during the camp.

That got us to a topic about promiscuous people. Talked about how some girls are so cheap, letting guys touch them or downright letting guys have sex with them easily. It seems that morality in our society has dropped significantly, even though these people are a minority ( i hope) they really give youth in Malaysia/Sabah/World a bad image.

I guess i'm still naive, i had hope that teenagers would still be good till at least 20-21 of age. but in truth is ,there are people in these world who are just like that,

(Sleep)

(continued on 13h March 2008)

I have no inspiration to blog now. hahaha. will continue blog some other day

Home Sweet Home

I'm home back in KK!!

No General Election,Paintball injuries,Flight delays and heavy rain will ever stop me from coming back home.

Today's monday, i came back on saturday. went to church on sunday and then later sunday evening , i went out with Ritcie. Had a nice time.Shopping and then later dinner at hotel and coffee at Coffee Bean. waakakaka Thanks Bro!!!

I'll post more stuff and pictures later

SAM fiesta.

SAM fiesta.
thank you to all members for the student council who organized it and the lecturers who helped and to the students who made it fun.
It started a bit slow since some people were being fashionably late so it took about half an hour from the starting time for the MPH to be quite full.

Another problem at the beginning is that SAM students are all conformist, most of the students were too "shy" to stand in the front of the stage. sad to say that the students took sanctuary and the snacks table at the back of the MPH.

Since I was "abandoned" by my friends, I took initiative to stand in the front albeit to the side.
From my experience and the Isaac Asimov books I've read, it doesn't really take a lot to move society, it just need someone to guide or start the trend. After a few minutes and more people came in , is when people started going to the front, or Maybe the snacks just ran out ,HAHAHA

It took awhile for people to loosen up and to get into the mood, people were still holding back , but after awhile everyone loosen up and started dancing and enjoying themselves. including me. HAHA

Tonight was the 1st time I really danced at a party of some sort. at 1st i was a bit reserved, but since i was feeling a bit sad and disappointed that time, i decided , what the heck, might as well dance since I'm already here. Even though i don't know how to dance whatsoever, i just tried to move with the music.(thanks Sarah and the rest of j4) Now I'm inspired to learn how to dance so next time there's an event like this, i can come prepared (hopefully impress someone as well)

Which reminds me of another point, Tonight i learn with example that I must sometimes forget about my problems and just let go and have fun. It doesn't matter what other people think of you when you don't care about it. Sometimes we just have to live life for ourselves and not for other people.

All in all it was a nice event, I'm sure the next event from the student council would be even better, I can't wait.

 

PS: sad to say i didn't have a camera to take pictures, i'll find someone's picture to upload next time but i doubt they have any picture of me XD

MONDAY

Mondays are hard for me, especially when I "forgot" to do my homework. BUT i survived!!!

So here's the highlight for today, (might seem pathetic to some people)

I woke up early. HAHAHA , wasn't late to class plus I saw her(which is great) buying breakfast and walking to class.

My previous semester physics teacher (the beautiful and lovely Ms.Khaw) informed me that the paintball event thing is on!!! OMG!! I FINALLY GET TO PLAY PAINTBALL. She said that it will be on Friday after classes. It would cost about RM45 for a starter pack and some more RM to buy additional ammunitions. I'm going to ask Ms.Khaw tomorrow if other classes can join the event and arrange transport. As far as I know, only some J2 and some J4 as well as some of SAM January intake students under Ms.Khaw's tutelage.

I CAN'T WAIT for Friday!!!!!

After classes ended today, I went to the library with hopes of seeing her, but i was disappointed today because I didn't get to meet her today. I think she went back early today or worse!! hiding from me . i hope not

 

Gosh i feel like a stalker, ever since i got my issue analysis topic from Mr.Kevin my ESL lecturer. (woman as stalker). Not that i am a woman but it seems my behavior while I'm liking "her"are similiar to certain stalker characteristics which are stated in the articles which Mr.Kevin gave us (j2)

I'm sure i forgot something but oh well..

till next time,i'm off to at least "try" to study.

11 Days

What a tiring 11days.
I've been too busy/stress/angry/emo/sad/plain lazy to post something up here.
so here i am, procrastinating from doing my homework which probably is due tomorrow (i don't remember) or somewhere along this week

 

Lots of stuff happened since i last posted. Let me try and recall what did i do for the past 11 days

Not in any chronically ordered.(i'll type as i remember it)

• www.read2children.blogspot.com
  • As usual , I went for the project on Saturday (1/03/08), read more about it at the project's blog, one highlight for that day was that i was able to wake up early (and not delay transport for the whole team) but it rained cats and dogs that morning. I was soaked (even though i had an umbrella) when i walked to college to wait for the van. Me and Hani (my lovely partner)  planned something really special for that session but we had to postpone it because of the rain.
  • Today's session was ok i guess. Less kids came because of the rain while most of them were a bit late.
  • That session I was guiding Shin Chan  while Hani took care of Fatiha and Hasna. Seema and Hanifa didn't showed up today.Shin Chan opened up abit more to me today, I'm quite happy about it. He gave me a salam before he left, something he never did before.Fatiha on the other hand kept playfully teasing me and it hurt a bit since i already have low self-esteem (OMG the pain). all i did was playfully ignored her. i plan to ignore her smart remarks from now on and let Hani asks her to stop it (Mr.Yong's idea)
  • All in all it was a good session, even though it rained but it didn't really affect us that much.
    • * ~~rain rain go away~~ *

 

• FCC

  • I went to FCC on Saturday as well(finally),I didn't went to church for the 2 months since December holidays ended but finally now i went.
  • the church moved to a new building, good news it that it's now closer in terms of displacement but in terms of distance (taxi $$) it's further. Plus i don't know where to tell the cab driver to go the next time I'm going
  • I didn't really had a good time there because of something that I will write about in the next topic

 

• (I don't know how to describe this next topic*)
• 1st this starts after the read2children and before i went FCC.
• I was just lazing around friendster when i saw someone's comment on another someone's profile page. so i decided to follow up on the comment and after abit of digging, i found some pictures.
• Let's say the pictures were beautiful yet painful at the same time. It was the proof of an end and also a new beginning.
• It kind of hurt, yet i was happy at the same time.My emotions were a bit mixed up. I didn't know how i felt or what i was suppose to feel about the pictures.
• I can't say much detail here, because it's a bit personal and private and confidential.
• It's safe to say,i'll survive, i have to, because life will go on, so i'll try not to be left behind grieving. I Wish us all the best in life.

I'll post more later, I want sleep now.