11 Days

What a tiring 11days.
I've been too busy/stress/angry/emo/sad/plain lazy to post something up here.
so here i am, procrastinating from doing my homework which probably is due tomorrow (i don't remember) or somewhere along this week

 

Lots of stuff happened since i last posted. Let me try and recall what did i do for the past 11 days

Not in any chronically ordered.(i'll type as i remember it)

• www.read2children.blogspot.com
  • As usual , I went for the project on Saturday (1/03/08), read more about it at the project's blog, one highlight for that day was that i was able to wake up early (and not delay transport for the whole team) but it rained cats and dogs that morning. I was soaked (even though i had an umbrella) when i walked to college to wait for the van. Me and Hani (my lovely partner)  planned something really special for that session but we had to postpone it because of the rain.
  • Today's session was ok i guess. Less kids came because of the rain while most of them were a bit late.
  • That session I was guiding Shin Chan  while Hani took care of Fatiha and Hasna. Seema and Hanifa didn't showed up today.Shin Chan opened up abit more to me today, I'm quite happy about it. He gave me a salam before he left, something he never did before.Fatiha on the other hand kept playfully teasing me and it hurt a bit since i already have low self-esteem (OMG the pain). all i did was playfully ignored her. i plan to ignore her smart remarks from now on and let Hani asks her to stop it (Mr.Yong's idea)
  • All in all it was a good session, even though it rained but it didn't really affect us that much.
    • * ~~rain rain go away~~ *

 

• FCC

  • I went to FCC on Saturday as well(finally),I didn't went to church for the 2 months since December holidays ended but finally now i went.
  • the church moved to a new building, good news it that it's now closer in terms of displacement but in terms of distance (taxi $$) it's further. Plus i don't know where to tell the cab driver to go the next time I'm going
  • I didn't really had a good time there because of something that I will write about in the next topic

 

• (I don't know how to describe this next topic*)
• 1st this starts after the read2children and before i went FCC.
• I was just lazing around friendster when i saw someone's comment on another someone's profile page. so i decided to follow up on the comment and after abit of digging, i found some pictures.
• Let's say the pictures were beautiful yet painful at the same time. It was the proof of an end and also a new beginning.
• It kind of hurt, yet i was happy at the same time.My emotions were a bit mixed up. I didn't know how i felt or what i was suppose to feel about the pictures.
• I can't say much detail here, because it's a bit personal and private and confidential.
• It's safe to say,i'll survive, i have to, because life will go on, so i'll try not to be left behind grieving. I Wish us all the best in life.

I'll post more later, I want sleep now.