Another Blog

since i have an account for www.read2children.blogspot.com
might as well make a new blog here.'
i vow to update this blog at least once a week.
may post more when i'm in a bad mood or just whenever i procrastinating.

this morning i didnt sleep at all watching volume 2 of "Heroes" , awesome story and abilities and characters. I can't wait for Volume 3. I wish i had Hiro Nakamura's power of controlling space and time since i'm always late in the morning. plus the power to control time is kind of unbeatable.

it's almost feb 14th now.
Kinda have a love/hate relationship with Valentine's
love = chance for new beginning
hate = fail / watching other people succeed

i sent someone flowers this year
1st time ever have i sent flowers to someone
Not sure whether it'll turn out alright.
even writing the card was hard.
i just hope she likes it and doesn't hate me

life's been pretty busy lately, tons of assignments, homework, test and presentation
plus i volunteered for read2children and the fact that i want to play online game.

currently playing Ran Online, but i think im going to quit soon, the reason why i play is to be closer friends with Jan, that feeling was from the time i liked her, but it seems she doesn't need me there since she has a Ran "Boyfriend" there, kinda makes me angry to see them.

all she does is show people her friendster profile (super cute girl in RL ) and tons of idiotic male who think by wooing her in game world, they'll get to woo her in real life.

i'm not going to play in a game with so many idiotic people

she enjoys perks beyond control, some people even give her free game points (which cost real money) for her to spend . I myself have to maintain a budget just to have barely enough points.
people give her valuable game items for free, she can always find a party to go leveling (necessary in high levels) while i'm always struggling to find one. I finally realized there's no use for me to keep playing when the only reason i play is non-existent .
*ps; i know im jealous*

from now on, when i play Ran , im going to play for myself at my own pace and not to bother about Jan or trying to catch up to her level anymore, she doesnt really need me.

*i'm always tempted to announce in the game that Jan is not single in real life, but im not evil, just curious what would happen, but because i'm considerate towards Jan, i'll let those idiot's fantasies stand for awhile*

by the way, downloading Perfect World now, going to play after i quit Ran.

I'm kind of in a bad mood now, i'll post more after i finish the rest of my homework tonight.
just realized that writing a blog like this is quite therapeutic for me because now i know where to vent out my feelings.